yep..took a 5 day trip to my nans last week. got there on thursday afternoon. man, things were awkward. had no idea what to talk about, and she was mad i was an hour late -_- i apparently told her i was catching the 10am, when i was catching the 11. god i never heard the end of it -.-;. so! we got back and just...stayed in that day pretty much. on friday we took a half hour walk along sandbanks beach before we went into poole and did a little bit of shopping. went to a shop called spellbinders, where i picked up a couple of tumbled stones and a *gorgeous* quartz cluster. its so beautiful, when he placed it in my hand i couldnt let it go, hence i knew it was already mine XD. i also did my tradition from when i was very ickle, and ran onto the railway bridge as the train went underneath, and waved at the traindriver. i squealed when he waved back XD. lol..nan said stress is the reason im fat. great, thanks nan XD.
we had a nice cup of coffee at a cafe, and chatted. she was complaining an awful lot about dad, how he hadnt got in contact etc etc. and my cousin chris has apprently become a very depressed emo who never leaves his room. deep joy. X3.
so on friday night i inked reploidman's model e, in doubts about whether i wanna colour it. inked the pic of demo playing the ps3, and also sketched a pic of zero. im currently colouring that now. <3 then when nan went to bed karl and i stayed up and watched transformers and made fun of that. (the old cartoon, not the movie).
saturday we went to moors valley, a place i used to go as a lil kid, its like a huge park full of pine trees and has a gift shop (spent lots of money in there XP yay foxes!) , visitors center/coffee/food, and a lonnnggg playtrail, which is basically things made out of wood you climb on, play in etc etc. there was this one called the snake pit, with two ginormous hollow wooden snakes. one lays on the ground, and the other snake goes over the top. you crawl through into/out of the mouth. i kept saying i wanted to go in.. (it was swarmed with kids XD). and even parents were telling me to go for it. so karl dragged me over and i literally dived headfirst into the snakes mouth and crawled all through it, poked out my head and went back in. my knees were all muddy *wipes tear* XD. climbed on a few other things, then went on the miniture railway i used to go on. i used to cry in the little tunnels. obviously i didnt this time XD.
after that we went to joyce and lens (snobby rich old couple), and got shown his 1.5k keyboard ><. i was so jealous XD. so then we went home and had a rest. i was knackered lol.
on sunday i had somehow got it into my head we were going home, so we packed and everything, and went to see my grandad on the hill. (his ashes). i got a bit upset, but i was alright. more complaining about dad and chris ensued. so we went home, collected our bags and went to the bus station and found out we werent going home until monday, so i was laughing it off, but karl got very angry with me cos he'd made plans. so we were in a bit of a mood.
we got told off for being in a mood. so karl went upstairs for a few hours and nan and i ate some cake. the evening was kinda boring..watched about 6 back to back episodes of transformers...as we did every night there XD. so monday we were going home, and went to this really ancient town with a big cathedral. it was great in there! none of the shops were open since it was a bank holiday. -_-;

but i tell you, on the way home i was exhausted. see, my nan doesnt believe in being sad or angry, she literally is so much hard work. ><; we tried so hard to help her, offer to help, make tea, cook dinner etc etc but she kept refusing.. and the constant complaining about the family never being good enough..me included.. really got us both down. so im exhausted from pushing my emotions down. i kept crying on the way home in little fits and starts, because of how hard id pushed everything down. she tells everyone how to live their lives, and man..im so tired. my house is an absoltue pig sty but i have no energy to clean it up. i guess ill do it tomorrow.
so tired.. ill probably finish the zero pic tonight, and if i can be bothered ill colour model e. and dont let me forget ruadri's trade! for gods sake dont let me forget! *points at all of you*

anyway im outtie, i gotta finish this pic ^-^. take care you poo-melons. :3